I am starting again. 6 months ago I decided to try moderation and it will come as no surprise to most of you, it hasn’t worked!
I’m not going to say anymore at the moment. I feel pretty low and crap right now but today I will not drink.
Love Claire
Day 1
You can do this! I’m behind you all the way.
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Thanks RB 😁
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Hey you! I’m excited for you! You got this and don’t deserve to feel crappy and down. Soon you will be feeling so much better! Alcohol is so mean to the brain. Love ya!! ❤️❤️❤️
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One more thing, since I have restrictions for the next 4 weeks from surgery I was frustrated as I can’t workout and I loved working out. The last 2 weeks I have thought of alcohol more. I decided to really focus on my eating being more clean and alcohol doesn’t align with that goal so I’m back with a better mindset. Dwight gave me the idea. I’m excited we both have some awesome new goals! 💪
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That’s fantastic. Yes .. I want to focus on my diet, get back to my yoga each day and also engage in activities that really support my mental health. Let’s do this 💪
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EF yeah!! 💪
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Thanks lovely lady. Seeing these messages of support here has been overwhelming and I’m looking forward to being free of the alcohol chains once again xxx
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A great big bear hug coming at you.💜
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Thanks so much Elizabeth. It’s the right thing to do but I know what a tough thing it is to do too. I need to start filling up my tool box again!!! X
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Big hugs Claire🤗. Surrounding you with love.
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Ah Dwight .. so good you see you here. Thanks for the hugs and love. I’m scared but I’m also ready to start the journey back to sobriety. X
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You can do it! Shift your mindset from being a victim of alcohol to being your own hero quitting it and embracing the new wellness and joy you will reach.
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Great advice Dwight! Day 2 here I come 😁
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You can do it Claire! You helped me re-start 9 months ago and it was hard but I powered through and here I am nine months later. You will feel so much better soon. We’re all here to support you!!
Xx Robyn
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Hi Robyn. This is so motivating and I’ve been catching up on your posts. I can’t continue as I have been. It’s such a quick decline back to the start!! But I’m going to commit to blogging again and take it one day at a time x
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Yes! I support your decision 🙂 More tools. More support. You will find your very personal tools to keep you on an AF path and feel so much better. You go!
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Thanks for the support Adrian. It’s early days and I’m trying not to think too far ahead. X
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yeah…! I’ve had lots of starts and stops, and one of the things I noticed as one of the changes that preceded drinking again (as I was drifting away from the things that were keeping me stable) was, oddly enough, thinking out too far ahead. Every weekend I update my day count in my calendar, looking out 7 days. I had started anticipating more and more days and calculating out more weeks. But for some reason it’s important for me to plod week by week along, no more. still, at almost 2 yrs. so, yeah.
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Yep. I managed 2 years 4 months and then started again. I’m not even sure why I did. Complacency maybe? I know exactly what you mean. I’m better to just say ‘today I’m not having a drink’. I’ve found already I feel a panicked when people suggest doing things in advance .. it’s a trigger!
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hey, just catching up on here..so sorry to hear it didn’t work out for you.But as we all know here, it happens. I tried moderating too and wound up in a relapse.It was short lived ( only a few months ) but have been sober again since January.I know you got this, and we are all here for you. This is the best support i have had through it all . Hugs !!
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Yep, this is a great place to be. Pure encouragement, with lots of different experiences but mostly following a similar path. Lovely to hear from you again. Xx
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